char08

HELLOOOOOOOO everybody!

its been a loooonnnggg looooonnnggg time since i blogged! owell, as you can see the title, this entry is gonna be about my 21st bday party which took place on the 10th of Jan 2009! although im not offically 21 yet, i wanna wish myself a very happy 21st and warmly welcome my adulthood and stairway to freedom.  May i grow wiser yet look younger as each year passes. hahaha. And oh ya, 3 more days till i remove that P plate offf my car! congratulations!



so, after 1 month of planning for the big day, it finally arrived. Nervous yet excited, i couldnt sleep much the night before. Although it took much effort planning, this once in a life time party is totally so worth it. It is by far the most memorable, exciting, sweet, enjoyable event in my life and it will stay in my heart, my soul, my mind, and within me..... always:)



How is it like waking up knowing its YOUR DAY today? BUTTERFLIES IN YOUR TUMMY. ( not dying butterflies btw. haha just kidding Wanting!)  Knowing that you are gonna be the star today, that all your loved ones will gather together to celebrate this big day with you, this feeling... Sensational.



im really glad everything went well yesterday, except for the power failure twice which made us a lil frantic, i would have to say the party was a success. it  was AWESOME! really wanna thank all my friends and relatives who attended the party, thank you for taking time of to come and also for buying all the presents for me! I FEEL SO LOVEDDD!!! oh yes, thank god for the lovely weather as well, i prayed really HARD!=))


in this 21 years of my life, i have made lots of friends who added so much colours to my life. i wanna take the chance to thank a whole bunch of people coz i failed to make a speech yesterday (due to my shy nature, haha), so HEre GOES.. (not in any order of importance!)


CHermaine Tan wanTing my very best friend, ur name has appeared on my blog the most times i guess. its simply because you are really important to me! thankyou so much for the unwavering 9 years of friendship we have shared, i will alwaes remember the sweet 10yr old POSB squirrel piggy bank girl (and the ink eraser) who has blossomed into a stunning young lady today..=) time really flies.. u have been thru the ups and downs with me all these years and i know we wil continue to share our joys and sorrows with each other, right missbestfriend? Thankyou for the lovely makeupbag you gave me, its freaking cuutteee! and of coz.. that white Fossil watch!! i SOOOOOOOO LOVE IT..  thankyou so much! oh, and thankyou my girl, for being such a great spot yesterday.... playing the games.. TELLING EVERYBODY MY EMBARASSING MOMENTS.. and your catwalk was simply.. WEE-U-WEET!! Best dressed girl, (partly coz me and qiaoyi got good taste) you looked great in that dress!=)


NExt name to appear.. you know it will be you rite ISABELLA LIM! hhahaha. my dear! my dear for a very very long time already! lol.. you another important friend in my life.. the girl who when i first looked at, i tot to myself, WAH this girl DAMN Pretty! ( BUT BLACK wahahaha kidding!) and fate allowed us to become such grreat friends thru our common passion VOLLEYBALL! i will never forget the times when we went out with our cute didis together, times when we chased idols, times when you were so happy when you got to spike the ball and de2 fen1 coz you this setter always no chance to spike balls, times when i suanned you, times we went for competitions together n i tell you who and who v goood looking or zai, times when we told each other about mayonaise n potato salad(?), times when we sent self-made messeges on our nokia phones to each other... woa... all these swweeet memories.. will stay with me forever;) thanks dear for being such a great friend.. i will alwaes cherish our friendship! All the best to you and damien, may you all alwaes be tiantianmimi=))) thank you for the present too! like wad i said above, i really love it. i will use it and keep it safe! ;) to chermaine and isabella: THANK YOU FOR CHANGING YOUR TENNIS MATCH TIMING JUZ TO ATTEND MY PARTY... YOUR PRESENCE MEANT ALOT TO ME.. LOVEEEEEE YOUU GIRLSS!!


Woah and then there is this stalker of mine who keeps asking me to blog, Now this part, is totally dedicate to you MISS HOHOHO QIAOYI! hehe.. Qiaoyi.. the things you do reallly touch my heart..=)) although everytime you sae you dont miss me dont love me, i know tat you this zui3 ying4 xin1 luan3 girl is actually a really really sweeet roomie of mine! THankyou for alwaes listening to me, helping me solve problems (relationship ones school work etc) .. i really appreciate u for being here whenever i need you.. it means alot to me=)) i feel that i can reallly share anything with you coz i feel really comfortable opening up to you.. the advice you give is alwaes so rational, the support you give alwaes braves me to face wadever i have to face, the console you give is alwaes so comforting.. simply because you give it from your heart.. i alwaes feel that you are a very sincere and sweet person who i can really trust=)) i hope i will be an important friend who you can share your happiness or sorrows with too! also, thankyou for being so cute and funny and entertaining alwaes, although im alwaes not around in the room(  :((   ) , i really enjoy ur company alot~ rem to share gossips with me ok, im not ba gua, im juz concerned about others.. =P oh please eat more coz you are getting thinner and thinner, and eat more fruits so you wont get sick easily ok? girl i hope you find your Mr right soon, someone who really loves you n teng you alot, coz i think you deserve to be LOVED! thankyou for helping me out with the party ( although you v scared to blow balloons but you sacrificed) and also for the lovely photos you took! i Love the slippers n BAG you and sharon bought for me! although its not white i will definitely use it cause its super NICE=))) you too will be turin 21 soon! i want to be part of the celebration hor! however you decide to celebrate, im sure you will enjoy ur BIG day! =)) LOVE YOU!

SOD! my favourite gang of 5 since secondary 3! hahaha.. vandalizing tables at that time.. really destructive! PeiPei HuiYi Huiling Hanxi you all rock my world=) its really great fun to be around with you all simply because you are the most fun loving bunch of people ever and together we can really entertain ourselves! hahahaa.. thanks for all the times we went to eat our favourite crispy noodle together during recess, the times when we went to Hanxi's house for gatherings n cooking, the times when we hav our yearly visit to chungcheng, the times when we wrote letters to each other, the times when we shares so mani gossips... hahahha.. its alwaes so enjoyable=)) PeiPei my sweet daughter who alwaes share my secrets ( to ah pei: jiayou with your running and keeping fit, you are one girl with great determination.. you Look really good now already!!) , Huiling the really caring and sensitive STEAD of mine who will alwaes be there to listen to everyone who needs a lending ear( to Huiling: my dearest stead, hope you find ur happiness soon, i wanna see you happy alwaes, coz ur smile is really sweet:) ), Hanxi the so funny and cute and loveable kaixinguo who alwaes laughs and sae hello ( to Hanxi: girl you stay bubbly alwaes k, dont change coz i love you this way! keep up the GOU2 ZAI3 news eh~) , Huiyi my v v gooood friend who has a really special character , really funny n entertaining n cheerful gang leader!=) ( to Huiyi: finally back from canada, i miss you you know! jiayou with the korean guy ok! hahaha i wont support you or peipei, you 2 have a fair duel!=PPp u're really unique in a special way my good friend!) i LOVE YOU SOD! may our frendship last for a long long long long long long time=)) THank you so much for the bruan buffel WALLET, its gorgeous!! And of coz, i can nv thank you all enough for the help you all gave me for my 21st bdae party=))) forever so dependable! Next up ah Pei's 21st! TUI2 FEI4????? lol


LimWeiFang! muacks.. Love you man.. my best fren in uni.. i really love having classes with you pretty girl! thank you for all the support you have given me for my studies and the projects we have done together ( ling ling ling) , encouraging me during exams,  being there for me when i was really down, alwaes understanding my tots without me having to spell them out, feeling really happy for me for my relationship with Nat, Joining impresario together, taking tcm together and buying old chang kee, going Hk with you and the rest was really GREAT FUN! i wanna go overseas with you again!=)) Girl Jiayou for ur CHeer on wed! you have trained really hard for it and im really proud of you! wadever the results, im sure the experience you gained has been more then rewarding as it has helped you to grow stronger and braver=D i really hope you find the right guy who loves you so much! forget all the past ok? and remember i will alwaes be here for you=)) thankyou for rushing down to my party yesterday after ur cheer practise! you really rock=)) and you look gorgeous yesterday! hahaa.. thankyou for participating in all the activities too, i know you did it for me! hahahaha your hao ting really v haoting, no lying! cmf should be in sia=P jiayou together this sem ok? we will do well!=D


Michelle, bob, bryan and andy  ----- Mich, i love talking to you coz u give really funny n interesting insights, and i love hearing you talk about ur stuff too! thank you for alwaes entertaining me, thank you for calling me CHARPING, thankyou for the enjoyable project times we had together, thankyou for being you! iLOVEyourSINGING! and u ART! rocks totally man.. ahhaha mich all the best for ur relationship with MR gao, im sure you 2 will find a way and last for a long long time!!=))). BOB, you are the funniest guy on earth.. the biggest entertainer seriously! hahahah sometimes i really wonder how can someone be so funny.. amazing=) may you and ee may chang chang jiu jiu! thanks for playing my games yesterday, hope you had fun coz i was really entertained by ur hold breadth (ahhhhhhhhheeeeeoohhhaaaahhheeeeoooooooaaaahhh) and ur SEXY CAT WALK! hahahhaa the joke was... erm... quite funny. =D
BYRAN: my running buddy, a great gentleman! thank you for the apples you bought me in Hk, the chocolate you bought coz u knew i wouldnt eat lunch, the desserts you bakes for us to eat, the 214 preparations we did together, you were of really great help.. thanks a million, Mr Best Dressed!=D Andy! if you still rem, GRAPES and TIGERS.. hahahhaa.. such a long time ago, but i had so much fun talking to you den... although you are in a different spec from us, must still continue to meet up k!=))


Woah this entry is drainin me out.. i guess if i want to thank everybody i want to, i will have to type until tomorrow! so i juz wanna thank one last special person who has done so so so so so so so much for me.... its YOU my baobei dardar=))) through the 7 months we have been thru, you gave me all your love, make me feel so blissful and Loved.. you never once raised ur voice or threw ur temper at me, and our relationship is still as sweet as ever, just growing stronger n stronger as each month passes=) i really dont know wad my world would be like without you, but i definitely wont wanna think about it coz theres nothing thats gonna make me leave you! thankyou for all the care and Love you have showered me with, taking note of every detail bout me( who says you alwaes seee the big picture only? i say you are v v observant n sensitive to small things!), all the wonderful times we spent at the beach juz lying in each others arms and talking till dawn, cooking delicious jAP curry together,  eating our favourite GREENTEA icecream n waffles with icecream (from the first time gelare to the last time at hall 13, alwaes have this xingfu de gan jue when eating ice cream with you!), studying for exams everyday together ( love those times coz we were 24/7 together! and you are my greatest motivation=D) our favourite WARAKU meals, tshirt painting together ( i love my 'night gown') , our refreshin grooming day experience, the sweeeet and romantic christmas celebration you planned for the both of us( its the best christmas i ever had=D) , all the uncountable Movies we have watched together whether in the cinema or on the cosy couch at home=) , playing vball and tennis together ( rem the first time we got wet in the rain playing tennis.. sweeeet n unforgetable=)))) ) , so mani so mani activities we have done together and i want mani mani more with you!=)) Dardar i wanna sae a bigbigBIG thankyou for helping me plan such a AWESOME 21ST party! if you werent here, i guess my party would be juz inviting guests to eat and.... fullstop. because you put in ur 200% effort, this party was a smashing one, something really different and special, something really once in a life time=)) thankyou for cracking your brains to come up with the activities, thankyou for designing the IMPOSSIBLE QUIZ GAME, i think its superduper zai! Thankyou for going all out to borrow the equipments and shop for the necessary stuff  with me,thankyou for shifting everything for me n carrying those Heavyyy speakers, thankyou for ensuring that everything went right on the day itself ( although the power trip but u handled it well=D) thankyou for making that sweeeeeeeeeeeet and touchin video for me ( and secretly filming my brother and sister coz you know i wanted them to be around) i really really loved it, thankyou for buying me my birthday dress and my lovely LG phone, thankyou for SINGING for me at the party, i LOVED the song and i loved the way you looked lastnight=)) thank you for helping me to come up with the JAZZ theme, i think it fitted the poolside perfectly=)) dardar i really appreciate everything you do for me.. MUACKS! loveeeeeeeee youu soooooooooo much!


OKie i guess i will end my entry here, coz someone is dying to read it. lol. it was a great 21st, totally great. thankyou everyone of you who celebrated it with me=))))

Well..
i was told by a fan of my blog ( not to mention who) to add an entry since i haven done so for a lonnnnng time. OKies so here goes, i will try to make this a very long entry so you have more to read!



firstly, now that exams are over, i can enjoy all the time in the world to do the so mani things i wanna do. thinking of it, actually exam times arent that bad after all, i enjoyed( now that i really think back) my time studying hard for them together with him:) although the same routine everyday was to sleep at 4-7am, wake up at 12-2pm, eat breakfast, start mugging, walk to can 4 or 5 to eat dinner and back to mugging, i alwaes had the motivation to continue studying and put in my very best becoz he was alwaes juz by my side encouraging me and telling me i can do it=) of coz, the results may not alwaes reflect the work you put in, but watever the results are, i'll be contented=)) the whole sem was a busy one, and i have only juz began to taste wad marketing life is all about. projects projects and more projects! if there wasnt so mani projects to do, probably i would have enjoyed them-- too mani of them juz makes it a chore, not fulfilling nor enjoying coz you dont have enough time to focus ur attention on any single one. next sem will be even tougher with 3 marketing cores instead of one, so i think its time to sae amen.....Haha gambatte ba! we ( me wf mich bob bryan) can do it!=))



have been goin out with the fan of my blog quite afew times- first to shop for Wanting n Isa's present( oOps is it kind of obvious alr? hehe) and den back to school for vball trainings and back to tj to play vball with the juniors as well! mon i will see her at sentosa again, and we still have to go out and get Isa's present another day! although i have been seeing her quite often, i still miss her coz for the whole sem i didnt see her quite alot! sorry for being a bad roomie, not there to talk to you or hear ur xin shi when you were down, not sleeping in the room, not discussing hows school for you, not stopping you from playing mj, not there to share gossips with you etc etc. but i wanna tell you this roomie, i still care alot for you, please eat more red meat n green vege so you wont feel faint under the sun, hope ur burnt skin heals really soon so you can go out without complaining its ugly, and that i will alwaes alwaes be here to listen to u, whether online or face to face ok?=) wad i would love to hear the most is dat one day you get over all the unhappiness, find a person who really treasures you and live happily ever after! haha jiayou ba!=)



met up with wanting juz that day, alwaes love to meet up with her coz she will tell u so mani so mani things so enthuly and entertainingly that you dont have to talk at all! that amazing energy within her juz perks you up and gets you smiling=) so if ani one's down, go look for her! im sure she will be able to cheer you up instantly. haha. girl, hopefully you too, will eventually untie the knot that is still within you. i know you will coz with that attractive character of urs, you will be able to diao a very charming kai zi who will so gonna give you happiness=) enjoy ur trip to japan *beams with envy* , find a xiao ri ben there so you can be a happy nya nya. lol... tell me about ur trip when you come back arh!=)



Im happy coz i can finally see my dear on mon at sentosa! firstly i wanna thank her for the present--- you dont know how mani ppl sae it was nice-- my mum wanted to kope it, my sis who alwaes criticize the clothes and accessories i buy said it was nice! hahahha good taste girl, thats how you chose me as ur dear rite=P but of coz, ur Pesan too! lol. Wanting was telling us about you, dont worry she didnt sae anithing bad, and i wanna hear more=)) glad u are v contented with ur relationship now, stay blissful alwaes k girl=)) Loads of Misses! *muacks*



The one person who i really wanna see is............................................... AGATHA SOH! where are you! hahaa, i realli haven seen you for a long long time girl, if you are reading this, can you tell me if you can make it on monday to sentosa coz we changed it to mon instead of sunday! would really be glad if you can come girl, we all miss you=)) girl you are the one whom i alwaes love talking to, thou younger den us but alwaes have much more mature tots! ( of coz can be childish at times too, but thats the fun part i miss bout you too!) haha... if you appear on mon i will SMILE from ear to ear=D

Oo, for those of you who know im gonna take part in Impressario ( a singing competition), the auditions will be held this wed at 230! hahaa never in my life did i ever tot of joining any singing competition coz i have stage fright! ask me go present my proj infront of ppl i knoe i alr so shy, imagine singing infront of unfamiliar faces! nevertheless, i was inspired by my dearest fren wf who told me Lets do something while we are still young! haha, true, its the time to try anithing that you haven tried b4, including those that nv crossed ur mind. who knoes, you may get a rewarding experience out of it! haha=D for those who are interested, my group is called FANG XIANG GAN ( Opposite of MI LU BING)=D all the best to us!



planning a christmas party for the hk gang is also an exciting activity=D  miss those day in hk with the funny funny bob! the cocky cocky weifang, the u r asian bread, the michie mich and the 'plain U*d*r*e*r' andy ( LOL inside joke). those were the days man, shoP, play, (if i say 'Eat' wf will juz shoot me, but the mang guo bing's soooooooo gooood!), gossip, jokes, celebration, pub, hambaobao.... ah, another overseas trip anyone?



Went out with dearest PEiPei yesterday! haha, love this girl=)) alwaes the most 'on' one in SOD, alwaes so much thinggs to share with me~ everytime i talk to her i alwaes have this nostalgic feeling-- back in cchms. haha.. miss the rp ppl=) next week will be meeting up with SOD to celebrate HL's bdae! it will be a great time to catch up=) sadly our gang leader is not around, nvm maybe we can go welcome her back on the 29th at the airport! hahaha she will be surprised=)))



the last thing i gonna talk about is my bdae! 21st birthdae celebration! haha, still dont have ani concrete ideas about how the party should be, but the venue is more or less confirmed--- poolside party at my house=))) volunteered MC: CHermaine tan ( hahahhhaa) well.. the theme 'Jazz'  with a touch of Atas feel sounds quite cool for a pool side party, cause the mood created with jazz music seems to integrate perfectly. opinions anyone? should there be ani activities going on or should i juz let the guests eat and sit around and talk? if you have any ideas dont mind telling me, coz i need the suggestions! but aniwae, the party will be held on 10 JAn 2009 (sat), so please make urselves free on that day! okokokokok? =)))


ps: i knoe it will be a great party with you around=)) missing you loads now!

LOVE,
char!

miss the times when i was working in PL with you and you.
miss the times when i was working at centrepoint and you poped out.
miss shopping with you
miss the vball trainings in cchms
miss  the crazy days of didi-jioin at kfc
miss talking to you- im sorry
miss studying with you- i guess we cant anymore, im sorry
miss hk and hkgang
miss imm
miss the feelin at aiqinhai
miss my roomie, miss staying with you
miss you talking so much crap with me uncle
miss walking back frm cchms with you
miss playing ball with you
miss pouring out my stuff to you, peanutx
miss hearing caipok
miss watching bball matches
miss hougangsportshall
miss sailing, miss you calling me xiaomimi
miss track days, jumpin over boxes,walkin to macs n collecting chilli sauce for LLS
miss the canteen mornings where she shouted 'chocolatemilk'
miss letter writting
miss home econs lessons
miss eating yongtauhu with you
miss taiwan'
miss that christmas party
miss cute qw
miss cny with you 
miss lil alex n jesse
miss donchew, sizzler times
miss mrtay
miss family outings with frank around
miss talking to you on the phone
miss RP outings

at different points of time in our lives. different things matter to us. For now, everyone's busy with our own lives,so i guess these misses will just continue to be misses.. some things i do only to regret later, its hard to change things after they happen. sigh!

hows first day at the camp? hope you had loads of funn, and rest welll kaes=)


work's realli relaxing for me, coz i practically sat down the whole day to watch tv and play with the kids.. haha.. =)
but there was this lil girl called iris who cried today coz 2 other girls bullied her.. aww man i felt so xing tong when i saw her cryy! but after i consoled her she started to follow me everywhere.. haha.. and she asked me to bring chocolate cookies for her to eat tml.. lol..
aniwae, the kids are super cute when its nap time.. they simply cant get to sleep.. juz keep tossing and turning around, keep asking to go to the toilet and drink water.. but some realli sleep v soundly.. sleep until duwan to wake up! feel like taking pictures of them sleeping..look sooo peaceful and adorable=D


owells, juz wanna tell you that im missing you alot now, especially when we cant contact each other..its quite worrying.. i juz hope you're safe and sound.. takeeee goood care of urself k ( thou you cant read this entry now)..see you on thurs, 'ppckxg' !  
 *我想你*=P... nitenitess~

Hoho, im so honoured that i have a special entry on my best fren's blog, so this is for her! thou its kinda late=x haha.

aniwaes, i realli realli miss her lots! miss her even more after i talked to her man.. those daes when we walked home tog from school.. sitting on the swing and sharing our secrets.. Awwww! i reallirealli wish we can meet up more often!=)) 

She's still the same old chermaine, so chatty and alwaes getting so excited whenever she starts talking (not knowing she talks v loudly=p) hee.. and still v ai mian zi.. and.. keep 'sun3-ing' her bf.. hahaha girl.. kick that bad habit of urs if you don wan ppl to have bad impressions of him! but i knoe you are under good care and protection of ur HB coz you appear v blissed=)) hah realli happy for you, please treasure this relationship, dun keep wanting to find a rich guy arh! He not badd ma! at least he's realli realli nice to you yar=))

oh, and thanks for ur ' i saw you juz now alr' at east coast, realli made me feel like a fool being so excited to see you man!=P but nvm, forgiven, since you made me luff so much when we met up that dae.. lol...

Oh Yes, thanks for ur advice too, dun worry, you are nv 25 to me, you are alwaes smaller den me by 8 mths! HAHA.. well, if anithing happens, i will definitely tell you! and yea, i knoe i still owe kushinbo ! WHEN CAN we all make it?? don so bz with work, with bf, with slacking and hav more time for me man!=P hehe.. 

aniwaes, Jiayou for ur work kaes, got anithing to complain can alwaes come find me.. im willing to listen to any rants by my best fren !=) and sorry to hear bout ur bicycles! next time be more careful kaes=) take care and seee you reaaaaaal sooon! MISSED*

surprisingly how this blog died afew times, and how im trying hard to revive it AGAIN. seems like more n more ppl are knowing bout me blogging again, hahas, previous entries were meant to be for me to pour everything out.. now im feeling much better. thanks everyone who left comments of encouragement, i will be really strong. no worries=)) Love you all..<3



the last 4 daes realli helped me to unwind, been long since i last enjoyed myself so much..



mon's picnic was realli fun, love being around with jesse and alex.. they are so ever innocent and carefree.. probably thats y i like children so much- so pure, no troubles, unlike the complicated world out there.. 




tue blading with buddy.. well, realli like talking to this buddy of mine, seems like he can tell when im happy when im not, alwaes making me luff thou he has lots of troubles himself.. watched made of honour too, realli nice and sweet movie..yea my type of movie~ aniwaes... jiayou for work k buddy!
and oyar, i saw wanting while blading! so qiao can, was talkin to her the night b4 on msn!=)) miss her loadsloadsloads~ take care girl and our meeting still on next week yarr??=) see ya soon!



wed, which was yesterdae.. went to watch wad happens in vegas with mr kxg. A v funny movie.. love the 2 leads! haha but halfwae during the movie the sound system was down, thus we had to watch the movie mute, relying on only the chinese subtitles. The Audiences were trying to translate, and we tried too, but with my veri cui-ed chinese, i couldnt do much=X Den had lunch at suki, wanted to order the 26 pieces of salmon sashimi which sounded crazy, but couldnt in the end coz it was for take away only. haha.... den off to ktv where jeremy joined us. Wow, these 2 sps can reallly sing- juz listening to them sing is more den enuff, like attending a concert=D dinner at Subwayy and den off to..... play Wii! hahaha first time i played, its realli FUN.. the tennis the bowling the boxing and the softball(cant hit the ball!) haha... great time there but was shagg after the boxing! lol.. aniwae.. thank you mr kxg for the outing! really enjoyed myself alot and hope you did too=)



todae went to play badminton with Mich and Bryan at bishan.. woke up at 10 when we were suppose to meet at 1045. haha sorrry bryan for making you wait! thanks for being a nice and patient guy. still owe yu a drink! had a good exercise, den did alil shopping after that! hahaha as though i didnt shop enough at hk.. sheesh..my mum's gonna kill me..=x bought pants and the same sunglasses as mich.. big enough to rest on my cheeks so it wont fall..lol.. GSS starts tml... HOW? stay away from tempation.. stay away from temptation until i earn money..



well, thats all for this week, tml gonna cut hair, its been a long time since i last cut.. getting thick! wad can we do to our hair, like veri boring to alwaes keep it the same, but don realli dare to try other styles too! well juz leave it ba=)

realised my past 2 entries were v emo, i guess its time to wake up, be strong and move on!
Char can do it, she realli can!=)

aniwaes, back from hk.. miss it loads! especially the company- the bunch of fun loving frens.. love them all to bitss=)



*wf if you are reading this, thanks alot for being there for me that night.. and thanks for alwaes listening to my problems and giving me advices.. you really reason out wads best, but sad to say, i always cannot force myself to do wads best, hence letting matters drag on and on. Dont worry for me, i know i will let go slowly and eventually=) and whenever you have problems, rem im alwaes here for you too. love=)))*
*mich wont be reading thisbut i wanna thank her too. she is another great listenin ear, gives funny n insightful advices to a seemingly depressing problem. smiles=D*
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bob n bryan are the 2 entertainers, without them i thiink we would have missed out on loads of laughters, card-playing, shooting bob, eating, funny photos, racism jOkes, interrogation, chilling out, water supply etc. haha, feel quite bad when we were shoppin and they didnt have much to shop thou. but overall, big thanks to them for making this trip so memorable=)

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weather's freaking hot in singapore, unlike Hk- even when the hot sun's scortching we didnt sweat coz its was super windyy!
everyone please take good care of urselves and drink more water!=)
went to the beach yesterdae for family and relatives outing. funn. love outings like this........but my shoulders are burnt. haha
todae im going to the beach again! to rollerblade. haha seems like a longlong time since i last bladed.. but yea, miss it=)
tml is ktv dae=) yays, waiting to hear my jay's concert- *BEAMSS*
thursdae badminton with lowe n mich, maybe fang n bob too. 
PLAYING EVERYDAY, i had better get a job soon, feel so guilty spending so much money without earning any=x

next week: meet ups with wanting and aga. haha Miss them loads, cant wait to see the rest of the vballers too! ORG vball outing, anyone?

sometimes i feel the heaven realli loves playing tricks on people.. 




it started out as a simple angel-devil relationship. but it turned out to be more as time passed. i knew it was wrong from the start, to get so close to him.. to fall for him, coz he already had a girlfriend..



feelings. such a weird possession of all human beings- one that can cause us to lose our rationale, that can bring so much pain yet so much joy within.. 



fallin for him was easy, pullin out is tough.  Indulging in the 'ai mei guan xi' , pretending that nothin was wrong with it, and den, wanting more.... i knew all these good things had to come to an end.. the problem- someone had to take the first step to face it.. dragging on was pointless as we both wanted an answer.. an ans to the big stone in our hearts



i was brave, because i finally decided to let everything go.. and to give him an answer to the qn he wanted to know.. so i wrote a long letter to him, telling him that.. Yes i like him, and i know its wrong to fall for him rite from the veri beginning.. so im going to let go of everything.. thou it'll hurt badly, but thats the best solution, i felt.  At the same time, i realli wanted to know the answer  to 2 questions i hav alwaes wanted to ask him, but didnt dare to. So In the letter i wrote : ' i really wanted to know what was the relationship problem you told me about, which existed for so long between you and your gf.
Secondly, did you  in the past few months, ever liked me before? but i guess i will nv get to know the ans, coz probably after this we wont ever talk again.. '




passed him the letter like a dagger stabbed thru my heart, as thou it was the last time i will ever pass something to him again.. or talk to him again. As i was driving home, so many thoughts filled my mind.. held back the tears but still they flowed.. realli wished i was stronger.  I tot the letter will come to him as a shock, but no.... and i was surprised with his reply. He Msged me when i was driving back : ' expected this was coming sooner or later. think you are driving now so i shall let you concentrate on your driving, msg me when you reach home, and i will tell you...'




back home.. i was realli apprehensive.. didnt know wad he was goin to tell me, but decided to face it aniwae. nothing could be worse since i already took the first step..
So we talked online.. and he told me everything..

i promised someone i will blog and update my life here. i promised her i will do it so she will know wad's going on in my life right at this moment where everything's a new begining for all of us. i frigging miss this girl sooo muchhh, and i really wonder when we can meeet up!!!!!? WANTING AND ISABELLA LIM DEAR! i really miss you loads!





wanting: i seriously wanna post up all the photos of my sports camp and hostel for you to see, but my com is STUPIDLY SLOW, i realli cant do it now. once i get my laptop, i will post mani entries with lotsa photos k!! btw, dear you got ur laptop alr?? which model you get? i wanna get lenovo one, it seems popular and good! =)





sports camp was g r e a t. but super sleep-depriving and mental endurance testing. still, i got to knoe a BIG bunch of awesome frens! love my group butters and TOOns world! =) the guys learnt how to be real gentlemen in the camp huh! mani mani fun but meaningless cheers, cute games to keep us awake,  forfeits which were ALWAES promoting SPEED dating (badbadbad), the overnight amazing race which we managed to complete not last thou we were veri slack (lunch was the biggest motivation huh!) , fright night which sent ME screaming away, land expedition which butters came in first (so fast that the other groups tot butters were made up of 10 trackers!), SP night- quite nice, the whole thing was v romantic, sea expedition- dragonboating&cannoeing, seasports(!!!!) bananaboat was damn fun, super fast speed!!! jet skii and wakeboarding and windsurfing were great too!! =) WORLDGAMES were tough but it brought us veri united as a world, mani touching moments like guys pulling the lorry filled with girls UP SLOPE, girls stepping on guys to climb up the slippery slope, the great wall of china where the guys had to endure much torture from girls of other worlds, guys piggy-backing girls who could no longer continue running, the time when TOONs beat the others in saving our BLOCK LEADER, etcetcetc. wonderful memories! not forgetting our fav GLs mengheng and Rain!! best GLs ever=) sports camp ended with touching speaches& tears, mani photos and of coz, wonderful pizza to put a perfect grand finale to the camp=) owells, its not the end to our frenship, we have many activities to come!





aniwae hostel! i like my hostel, at least im satisfied with the decoration! eh wanting, take picture of urs alr? blog k !=) hows ur hall camp?? fun?? hope you enjoyed urself and made mani new frens.. any scandals not...im still waiting for my kushin bowl! hahahhaha. and did you put my A4 size picture in your room?





lessons officially start next week. Sigh, haven really got into the mood for studying.. and sadly i cant take ani electives this sem! even if i could, i cant get those i want!  dear you taking JAP?? =) 



kk shall end here for todae, blog again soon!!